I am constantly burdened by the thought of my own existence

2021.09.26 09:45 memesatom I am constantly burdened by the thought of my own existence

Hey y'all, the title may sounds dramatic but this is how I actually feel. Through my entire life I've had this burning question about what life is and "why are we here?". From what I've gathered I think that's pretty normal to ask, but the thought is so persistent to me that nothing else in life really seems important enough to pursue.
This thought-journey so far (26) has taken me down so many rabbit holes including Philosophy (stoicism, existentialism, etc.), Motivational speakers, religions, history, spirituality, physics, neuroscience, ancient aliens, out of body experiences, the list goes on. But nothing has convinced me or comforted me enough to dispell this question from my brain. And I have yet to find a career to follow that could satisfy answering this.
I still love life and have made friends and pushed myself through computer science (with a high performance complex ofc), but I still can't shake this thing. In many social situations I don't even feel like a real person who can ignorantly act and experience life like a normal person.
If anyone has any idea of how I could proceed from here that'd be great. This idea in part has contributed to quitting my high paying unfulfilling job (defense contracting), so I'm in the market for a new one. Haven't found any CS related work that could help answer this worth doing yet.
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2021.09.26 09:45 xxvc790 are these mocha 1s legit?

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2021.09.26 09:45 BlackAndroid18 Are all type of cockroaches cells are more resist to low level of ionizing radiation, electromagnetic radiation, nuclear radiation, or both of them?

How and why they become more resist to low level of ionizing radiation, electromagnetic radiation, nuclear radiation, or both of them?
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2021.09.26 09:45 erer1243 Currently, it's September 26, 2021 at 03:45AM

Currently, it's September 26, 2021 at 03:45AM
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2021.09.26 09:45 giuseqb Need karma, I'll upvote your comments and posts

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2021.09.26 09:44 UnlawfulDuckling He really doesn’t know tho.

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2021.09.26 09:44 Tapestry123 Birthday Boy. I made it to 42.

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2021.09.26 09:44 vapornewbie22 Deep Sleep

What type of things can I do to increase the amount of deep sleep I get?
I’ve been a bad sleeper since college. Staying up late, no schedule at all and often only getting 5 or 6 hours. A few months ago I made it my goal to change that and get 8 hrs every night. I struggle to fall asleep, but have been improving.
The majority of my days I get 0 deep sleep and I think the highest I’ve gotten in the few months I’ve had my watch is 25 minutes.
Stress, sleep duration, awake time and restlessness are always good or better. How do I increase deep sleep so I can finally get into the 90s for sleep score?
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2021.09.26 09:44 lil_Candooooo Trying to be good at drawing and overall animation just need some advice plzzz would be gladly appreciated

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2021.09.26 09:44 AffectionateDealer67 Seasonal releases

Hey all , wondered if anyone knew when the seasonal releases are coming out ? Autumn etc?
Holding on to some credits, Diekirch being out of stock too ! 😢
If its going to be 2+ months I'd better get some stuff ordered .
🍻
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2021.09.26 09:44 IMadeAnThrowaway Looking for the name of one of the in-game songs.

It plays during this video at the 3:52 mark (shadowbringer spoilers in the video)
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2021.09.26 09:44 CumCollector6900 What are the min/max specs to get 240-300fps in arsenal? (Don't kill me)

3060 seems good innit? Currently fucking with i7 10750H rtx 2060 laptop
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2021.09.26 09:44 ta_21475 Auto-Linking Articles

I feel like it's a functionally simple addition to the article editing system: hitting a button that suggests articles to link based on the words in the article.
E.g. If I write in this paragraph talking about cities in America then provide the Example of "New York". If I have an article called "New York", I could hit a button after typing the article and it shows a suggestion to link the New York article at the place where it was written.
I came from LegendKeeper where this function is already implemented and truly helped my worldbuilding as I could write an entire article, then go back and add the links to related articles, etc.
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2021.09.26 09:44 ContentForager So You Wanna Rule the Galaxy? A Star Wars Warlord CYOA [From /tg/] (/r/makeyourchoice)

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2021.09.26 09:44 ICE_666 Factions mods

Hey is there any mods that improve the factions like the thieves guild, the blades, the companions, the nightingales etc? By improve I mean like add more npcs and like improvements around their bases.
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2021.09.26 09:44 Vejcaa Toho si nešlo nevšimnout :D

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2021.09.26 09:44 prawnbiryani 💗☁🍦🌸🧁🤍🦩

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2021.09.26 09:44 MeanKittyKat72 🐿 Peanut the peppy pink pop-star squirrel in boxes. Ungifted and ready to move to your island! Must have open plot available now to adopt this totes adorb cutie.

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2021.09.26 09:44 Lekowski I have a soso lvl 71 and my total skills in my skill tree is 80, am I missing one book of skill?

I have a soso lvl 71 and my total skills in my skill tree is 80, am I missing one book of skill?
I might have forgotten to pick up the book in normal, since i discovered it first in nightmare.
My skilltree has in total 80 points, and I am still missing kill Izual in hell, so I guess 2 of my bonus points is missing from there. But should I actually have 81 skill points in total now?
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2021.09.26 09:44 longstreakofsadness Finally got fed up with not making any money in sim and got my first premium aircraft. 480sl repair cost is hilarious

Finally got fed up with not making any money in sim and got my first premium aircraft. 480sl repair cost is hilarious submitted by longstreakofsadness to WarthunderSim [link] [comments]


2021.09.26 09:44 ViolinistShoddy4235 I created a reggae beat. It’s my first beat. If anyone wants to use it just message me and I’ll email it to you for free. I only ask you share your results with me as I love seeing creativity.

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2021.09.26 09:44 Public_Examination37 BestSecret referal Code. Recently there is an outstanding sale ongoing (Secret days)

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2021.09.26 09:44 pretend_render anyone knows what is kind of rock this is?

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2021.09.26 09:44 Jonaraja Can someone explain to me how to share audio when screensharing on discord

Every video/guide doesnt say how to share audio from sharescreen the only way it works is if I use speaks and hear feed back
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